It’s crazy how much can change in just five years.  Five years ago I was hospitalized twice in a month for suicide, and that’s not something many people know about me anymore, but it’s something that is a big part of my life. I used to think life was hopeless.  I thought there was no reason for me to be here.  I felt like a burden to everyone around me.  As I write this now there are tears on my face knowing that I used to think that way.  Life seemed like something that I did not deserve.  I never thought I would make it to my high school graduation let alone my 15th birthday, but here I am. In two days I’m going to graduate high school.  My life is amazing.  I have some of the best friends in the world and the most perfect boyfriend I could ever ask for.  Sometimes I can’t believe that I used to think about myself the way I did. So if there is anyone out there trying to find a sign or reason to live on take this post as one.  Take it from me someone who was in your spot and thought being happy was something impossible.  Being happy is something, everyone should experience and can you just have to keep moving forward and pushing on.  I will always try to answer people’s questions so if anyone wants to talk to someone who has been through what you’re going through DM me, please.  Instagram Twitter Youtube